"Some people say there are miracles, and some people say there’s no such thing. But in moments of urgency, people inevitably pray and wait for a miracle. Thus, miracles need to exist—so that in all times of urgency there is some glimmer of hope for people to dwell on. Miracles need to exist."
"But miracles are miracles because they aren’t common. There are far more misfortunes we don’t think of than miracles we don’t expect. That is the world. Life is too cold and harsh to live believing only in miracles."
"In the end, miracles are a matter of probability. Miracles only exist to one person, and to the 9,999 others, are simply empty talk of that thing they call miracles. Life is cruel with its absolute and overwhelming probability. But still, miracles are needed. Rather than the despair of a zero probability that will never come to pass, a ten-million-to-one chance is better. That is how hope exists."
And then the pain happened to reoccure again with one question, “have you been doing well?”, see, rather than asking me “how have you been doing?”, you chose that words because you’re afraid of the consequence of the answer that I’m unwell compared to the fact that you’re doing so well, at least that what’s shown. If you expect an answer like that, how am I supposed to answer you? Why bother asking…
I blog here because I’m fond of learning everything. In tumblr I’ve been learning how people live and think in different areas around the world. It’s amazing to see how diversed we are, yet we are the same, human ;)
I also love bogging for it could be a place for me to share my unspoken thought and ideas. I believe that by keeping them here would be useful someday. At least they could be a reminder or even just memory in the future.
When I first had this tumblr, The name wasn’t “Junk of The Heart”.
But when I was in my 3rd year of university in 2009/2010, I begun listening to The kooks. I grew fond of this band. In 2011, they came back with “Junk of The Heart” as the album tittle. I fell in love at the first sound. I thought those words are just beautiful and it represent my blog well.
Sometimes in my daily life, I have things I can’t say, I have things I can’t manage to say, I have things I can’t show, they become “junk” in my heart until I transfer them here, so … This tumblr is the junk of my heart.
Okay, I guess, I’m going to start here.
This is my recent photo, I’m not fond of self-camera so I don’t really have a selfie, hehe..
This photo was taken by one of my friend on last December 25th. I had a short trip to Pangandaran Beach in West Java, Indonesia.
II gained weight a lot ast year, so I’m thinking to eat less this year :D
2013 had been way too nice for me. I had a lot of things to do and a lot of things to explore. I could say that it was one of the busiest years in my life.
I had some upgrading related to my teaching. Our school has been improving our materials to be multimedia and CEFR-based. I felt like I had no days free without fixing them here and there, basically, new materials are like new roads for me, teacher. I sometimes stumble and I need to learn the way to get up. I was also busy preparing my kids for Cambridge ESOL Examinations. That what I’ve been doing these past one years with other fellow teachers.
Tiring, yes, but more than that, I felt satisfied and rewarded.
I admit I don’t really have time to think and post things here and in my other social media, but after hearing about this 31 Day Blog Challenge, I feel like I have to do this. Think about how fun this would be ;)
well, I was going to do this from 1st of January, but, better late than never, here we go!
What is this unfamiliar feeling? Envy? No? Hatred? No? I just wish I could skip some moments, really I need myself alone.